In the middle of the night, two days later, I had a panic attack again. I was so scared of falling into the abyss and dying, then I immediately jumped up and asked my roommate to call an ambulance. After the test, the doctor said I was fine.
After consulting in the school hospital, a person suggested that I should go to the neurology department to take an examination, saying that I may have anxiety disorder and neurasthenia.
Then I went to the hospital, the doctor told me that I had anxiety disorder, then he prescribed medicine. I still felt like I had a heart problem even if I took the medicine, but I started to build up my confidence.
After a month of medicine taken and increased confidence. With the miraculous effect, the panic and anxiety never returned. Then I stopped taking medicine and went back to school.
Then once, the day after I accidentally took a pill, I woke up at 8 in the morning and felt strangely relieved!
It seems like the soul was coming back! I could feel the world, when I opened the curtain at that moment, a bunch of sunshine shining on my face, looking out of the window of the traffic, listening to the whisper of the people, wow!
The feeling was so good that I began to cry when I looked at the sun inexplicably. It really felt like the sun after centuries of darkness.
It was a great day! I saw a video of my niece's baby. She was super cute.